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trying to lobotomize myself (looking at stimboards while listening to lyacon) so that i don't have to deal with *waves hands* everything

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I know this opinion is probably rare amongst trans people but I'm really grateful that I didn't know what being NB was when I was younger. I was dysphoric from a very young age, but my mother was pretty darn misandristic and I was living in fucking Texas.

In retrospect, if I had known that being NB was something you could do, then it probably would've killed me to learn that the solution to (some of) my problems was in reach but I couldn't get it for stupid reasons. It was kind of better, for me, to just repress repress repress (for at least a little while)

skadi is just such a delightful protagonist and the worldbuilding and the *falls over screaming*

me, pre reading a good chunk of "under tides": i don't really get why people are raving about arknights' story? sure you can read a lot into it, but it just seems like a boring excuse plot to me?

me, post reading a good chunk of "under tides": *is currently staring at the wall*

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*squinting at that "poc in alternative music" tumblr post* okay either one of us got wrong information somewhere or laruku has two bi guys in it.