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[stardust_rifle]

I know this opinion is probably rare amongst trans people but I'm really grateful that I didn't know what being NB was when I was younger. I was dysphoric from a very young age, but my mother was pretty darn misandristic and I was living in fucking Texas.

In retrospect, if I had known that being NB was something you could do, then it probably would've killed me to learn that the solution to (some of) my problems was in reach but I couldn't get it for stupid reasons. It was kind of better, for me, to just repress repress repress (for at least a little while)

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[redthedragon]

Nah, I know how you feel. That's about where I am with a lot of like mental health stuff, where learning about it but knowing I can't do anything about it is like. [shrieks forever] lol